Winter's Child

Winter's Child
Sharon Hawley Flies North for the Winter

Monday, November 30, 2009

Hidden Danger


Yesterday’s snow, all two inches of it, mostly melted or turned to slush beside the road, the temperature rising to about thirty-four. By morning it had fallen to twenty, and I went downstairs to see what Jerry and Sandy were doing.

She sat there silent with flushed face, holding her coffee like a baby, so unlike her cheerful self. “She hit a deer last night,” Jerry said. “Driving to Minneapolis, wrecked the car.”

“Is she injured?” I’ve heard how disastrous a deer collision can be. “She’s ok” he said, obviously still shaken ten hours after the accident. “She drove the car home, very slowly. It was hard to steer with the front wheel wobbling and rubbing on the fender.” She couldn’t use her cell phone; they don’t work outside of town, and decided, since she was only forty miles out, to drive back. I shared coffee with them, as I often do. He called their insurance company.

Snow began falling as we talked. I went back to my room and bundled up for a walk to the woods, southward toward the airport. I worried about the ice that might hide, camouflaged by new snow. The half inch of cover was not enough to render icy patches safe, but just enough to hide them. On previous days, I could see the ice patches and knew enough to go around them. Today I walked very carefully while in town, wanting to get out to the safe woods, where puddles of frozen water would be easy to see.

My first slip happened just a hundred feet from my door—a patch of ice on concrete, hidden under new snow. I didn’t fall, and used the experience as a lesson, analyzing what indicators I should learn to notice. People fall on ice every winter, and the results can be as disastrous as hitting a deer on the highway. I walked slowly and carefully, avoiding pavement wherever possible, choosing the friendly grass or dirt beside the road, though it was not easy to know the difference.






I was learning the signs of ice and thinking I could manage the situation. I walked more confidently as I started across the driveway leading into the car dealership. Suddenly I was on my back—an instant so short I can't remember any of it. I looked up into falling flakes, and lay there a while, thinking. “I am down. Am I hurt? I must have slipped on ice. Is this how it feels being shot? Was I shot? I landed on my pack, grateful for its soft cushion.” I rolled onto my side and felt no pain. Back on my feet, I slid on ice and went down before falling. As I crawled along, I brushed aside the snow and felt the film of ice on the concrete driveway. Looking back on what happened, I still could not predict that ice. I felt like crawling back home.



I was not far from the woods and could get there by going through a couple of back yards. Once under friendly trees and walking on rough ground, I felt safe. Snow began falling harder, and I could walk among the trees until enough snow fell that any ice would be too far down for slipping. I could cut through the forest over to Highway 53 which has a wide grassy shoulder and no paved driveways. I felt happy to have had a few mild days to learn these locations before having to learn them in a snowstorm. Also along Highway 53 is a café near the airport. If I stay there a while, perhaps more snow will fall and make for a safer walk through town.





I made it home after about six more inches of snow fell. I can’t say if it made the walking safer, only that I did not slip. I would like to say that I learned how be safe on a day like today, but I can’t. I will be wary of cold mornings after warm afternoons and after light snow has fallen. Beyond that, I have no sure method of walking safely in this condition.

13 comments:

  1. Such an adventure... I am glad you are okay, it seems, and are home writing the exciting narrative, (so well written, and shared). There is a dismal quality to dealing with winter that I was very glad to leave behind on our cross~country migration from NY, and this reminds me too much of it. Being alone in this makes it hard. The "poems" set into the photos (haiku moments I think) are especially wonderful as is the suspense you create, though much better in retrospect for us, than in the moment when they were happening. The things that are signs of safety and comfort being unsure, and undependable, life is so this way... and this is a white highlight of the larger picture... though as you know I always say life is hard enough without choosing to make it harder... Well... I hope there is playfulness and well being to come. You are cuter when bundled up but not a human ice~pack, although the bow makes you look like a surprise present~~ for Winter.

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  2. Sharon, ice is horrible. I slipped only once and hurt my sciatica. To this day I avoid snow. I am so sorry about your friend's car and the poor deer. I am glad you are OK after having slipped/fallen three times. Rather than crawl home, I suggest a plane. I love and miss you.

    Taura

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  3. Yes, Taura and Kathabela, ice is not nice when you are lying on your back in the middle of a driveway, looking up at falling snowflakes, dazed and not knowing what happened. It’s like ambush of some evil sharpshooter. Today, was better. I walked again on city streets, defying in a way, determined to gain confidence in my learning. Snow fell again today, and it covered the ice, building another layer of safety. I might have been hurt, but since I was not, it seems I have to go on. Always on. What else is there to do. I cannot sit inside and be safe. “ A person sits as many risks as she runs,” as Thoreau says.
    Thank you both for commenting.

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  4. From fall
    To winter,
    To fall.

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  5. Ow Ow Ow....What a relief that you weren't hurt, Sharon. Let's hope that doesn't happen again. I have a still broken tailbone and damaged wrist from falling on ice under snow in Chicago, and clearly remember the sensation of looking up while prone....Going Slooowly seems to be the best plan. I enjoyed Taura's suggestion, but understand that you are in for the winter. Looking ahead..there is a lunar eclipse(partial) on New Years Eve. What a wonderful way to mark our next rotation around the sun. I will be in the desert outside of Palm Springs, and will drink a toast to you. Nothing is new here. No adventures, no mishaps, no miracles. Be well and keep us posted. Liz

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  6. Steven, “From fall to winter” is definitely happening—seasonally, poetically, and thankfully. But please don’t allow the poets you associate with to corrupt you with double meanings and metaphors. Please simplify the rest of the poem—something like: “To walking tall” even if it sounds cheesy.

    Liz, I know I am fortunate not to have been hurt. I wish you had been fortunate too. I marked the eclipse and hope it will be a clear night. Maybe I will have the dual pleasures of eclipse and Aurora Borealis.

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  7. Wow what a night that will be. Sharon, check your email i'm going to send you a winter (not ready for airtime) poem. Liz

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  8. Hi sharon. . .sorry about your fall. Take it from one who grew up in that country. Don't walk on suspected ice just assume will be icey and skate it. Besides, it's more fun that way. Voyager Carol

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  9. It’s good to hear from you, Carol. I tried skating in my boots and found it hard. Soon they will flood the basketball court, and after it freezes, my ice skates come out of hiding. I surely prefer ice or snow, but surely not both together. Today was better, almost entirely snow, only a hint of ice beneath it.

    Liz, yes I will look and get back to you :)

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  10. From experience on the ice in New Mexico, a lot depends on what type of shoes you have on. Some shoes are good for ice and some are bad. I know this from walking on ice with shoes that are lousy and sliding all over the place and then experimenting with other shoes that seem to PERFORM better, although its still ice, sometimes its a bit milder walking. Watch out for that black ice.

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  11. I have looked at devices that attach to soles of shoes. They sell them here and I might bite. Thanks for the suggestion.

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  12. Hi Sharon,

    Yes, I'm enthralled by your adventure!

    Have you read The Things They Carried, the novel by Tim O Brien, the Minnesota novelist. He has a marvelous chapter in his book called "On the Rainy River"--it's a pivotal point in his book. You might have a look at it if you can get a copy . . . We miss you! Enjoy!

    Love,

    Cheri

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  13. Cheri, I have not read that book, but I read a review of the "On the Rainy River" story at http://www.sparknotes.com/lit/thingscarried/section4.rhtml It seems he did not really go to Rainy River but for the purpose of his Viet Nam saga it worked well and is widely regarded. It’s good to hear from you, and I’m happy you enjoy the blog.

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