Winter's Child

Winter's Child
Sharon Hawley Flies North for the Winter

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

The Stork Has Landed

I flew across the land today, northeastward, while my friends frolicked warm in California or headed for Acapulco. I set my mind on doing this the way a certain kind of stork decided back in August.

Funny how a eucalyptus sways in California as if belongs there. It feels the air and knows it. But my Pasadena bark shivers in this Minnesota air, and my landlord says how nice a day it is. How long can a swaying eucalyptus stay rooted in a frozen land?

I put my things in the rented room and headed out this evening, looking for bearings, sights on which to hang my stay. The air was about forty degrees and the wind was nil. At five in the afternoon the sun was down and darkness was covering the watery boundary between us and Canada.

I am tired and will settle into northland sleep soon, but hate to leave this day, for it is only one containing both Southern California and Minnesota, having at its ends both warm and cold.

I took my assigned seat 28A early this morning at LAX, one of three adjoining seats. But happily nobody sat in my row. Already, I was alone, reading Thoreau and happy. As I looked left during ascent, long shadows pointed westward from LA’s tall buildings on Bunker Hill. And so soon over the desert, peaks beyond the San Gabriels cast shadows that amplify their north-south topography while diminishing the east-west features, as if they had certain aspects of their personalities to show off.

I see snow even on the desert peaks, but their shadows on the piedmonts are black. I remember how the webcam at International Falls showed me an absence of snow, and thought it strange on the hot desert. Stranger, how this eggshell-thin film of hazy air that surrounds our spheroid of rock captures this buzzing shell I ride in, like a fly caught between solid window glass and the impenetrable screen of ionosphere, a gap from which it cannot escape.

Now, we fly over the high end of the Midwest, sheeted in white snow. East sides of hills collect more snow than west sides, evidence of nor’easters as the source. I shiver a little in these migrating wings, just watching its white expanse, knowing that in the belly of this bird my snowshoes and skis await. On the plane’s left side, where the morning sun does not come in, my views are to the north without glare of sun’s reflection on the snow.

Now, over the lower Midwest, no snow covers the fields, and I see their rectangles or circles, depending on styles irrigation. I remember the 2007 pedal west, rising across Kansas and Colorado, now played in reverse and much faster.

A plane overtakes us, a little faster, a little higher, its tail a hundred times its length, a dog’s tail, near white, but a hint of brown, tainted with some exposure to worldly filth, unmentionable byproduct of a dog’s goodness.

Now, a great river meanders, perhaps the Mississippi, wide as two irrigation circles, which I believe makes it a mile wide. It almost shortcuts a piece of itself, and leaves a lake behind.

From Minneapolis it’s an hour hop on a small bird to International Falls. Lakes dot the north of Minnesota where glacial ice long ago rounded the hills into green and gold dunes before stopping to melt in huge chunks, like ice cubes in a tray.

(The two pictures below were taken over north Minnesota as I flew from Minneapolis.
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I must sleep now or wax silly. Here is my first sunset and my first look at the waterway separating us from Canada.

Thanks for listening.

5 comments:

  1. Ah but there will be another day with both there and here! The day of your return! Even now at the beginning we can look forward to that day, even though you had to leave this one in "Northland sleep"... we miss you already, but onward into your adventure, it's the only way to get you back. Love that you saw the beautiful sunset over Rainy Lake and the town lit up it's sky for you before you closed your eyes!

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  2. Hello Sharon. Thanks for taking us with you. I'm glad you had a good trip out. People who fly west for the winter are snowbirds, you must be a sunbird.
    Thanksgiving is coming. Where will you eat dinner? Tradition demands it. Churches might be hosting events. In International Falls there are 2 Lutheran, 2 Baptist, a St. Thomas (Catholic?) and a couple of evangelicals. I was looking for a Unitarian Church for you. They have good coffee hours and are benign...I went to a Unitarian Thanksgiving once. Wasn't bad. Another Thanksgiving I spent not knowing one person in Hoboken except my then boyfriend, and I didn't know him very well, either. We ate at a dark quiet restaruant. We're having a small family gathering here, and another small one the next day at Antonias.
    Get out there and have a great adventure and tell us all about it. Sweet snowy dreams, Liz

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  3. Maybe you will see some Canadian tourists crossing the border to warm up for a spell.

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  4. Thanks, Kath, for discovering “the only way to get me back.” It’s sweet—-being understood to the point of acceptance.

    Thanks, Liz for looking out for me on Thanksgiving Day. Tradition demands that I visit my sister and her family, but we did that two weeks ago to obviate the need and to free me for another kind of tradition—acting with precedent. My sister was not pleased, but she was accepting like Kath is. You even looked up the churches for me, and I might even go there with the homeless who are always well fed on Thanksgiving. Really I appreciate the thought.

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  5. I like this reference...

    "like a fly caught between solid window glass and the impenetrable screen of ionosphere"

    Reminds me of one of your poems awhile back...

    Beautiful

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