Winter's Child

Winter's Child
Sharon Hawley Flies North for the Winter

Sunday, November 22, 2009

A Day of Worship

Before coming here, I looked for a thermometer that I could hang outside my room and consult each morning on what to wear and perhaps where to go. It took some time to find one that reads to minus forty. Here it is, visible from my window. This afternoon it says plus forty-five under a few frilly clouds. I want to put on sandals and a short-sleeve cotton dress, and go swishing along a dry sidewalk in the sunshine. But I didn’t bring sandals, so boots with short heels have to suffice.

On Sunday mornings during my bicycle travels, I have found churches to be good sources of conversation and information. I am quite tolerant of doctrine, whether I find it in church, bar, or café. I try to pick from the litany morsels of good smell and easy tote, like the squirrels do as they climb about in these spruce trees. Perhaps I am better than most at tolerating preachers who speak of God as if they employ a monopoly on the subject, who cannot bear all kinds of opinions. I find atheists easier to talk to, but today I attended the Evangelical Covenant Church. Here I learned that the people of International Falls are almost entirely Swedes, Norwegians, and Germans. And it confirms what I have observed—no ethnics, no other races, not a single foreign accent. I look and sound like them, and wonder how I might be perceived, and what I might be suspected of, if my speech or color were different. That is something another visitor will have to address. Still, I was not readily accepted into the congregation of this church. I understand their reluctance. Too often, churchmen welcome the smiling visitor only to learn that her rent is due or her car is out of gas. “O Christian, will you send me away,” is surely a repugnant plea.

After church, I walked out of town to the east on Fifteenth Street and returned on Thirteenth Street. If you know how the streets and avenues run in Manhattan, then you know them here—streets run east-west, avenues north-south. I found Sandy’s Place closed, so I returned to the Shorelunch Café. Not knowing the hours, I asked:
“What time do you open?”
“Depends on what day.”
“Weekdays.”
“Depends on who’s here—five, six, seven.”

Still no snow, and the next two days are calling for rain. When you wait for bad weather, for sure only the good comes along. So let’s enjoy Indian summer. Even in Pasadena, the forecast is sunny and warm.

These houses are typical of the staunch workers and God-worshiping people of International Falls. Few shacks, few mansions—just regular houses, regular people.

3 comments:

  1. I wonder how you knew you were "not readily accepted"? I wonder if you will be invited into one of those house, which might unexpectedly hold a poet or an artist working away at their craft amidst unlikely company, I wonder if the museum conversation you might have today will be more warm and inviting than the Evangelical. I love your thermometer, it's quite a site from 40 below...I like the lows and the highs (120?) to look at in amazement, but I think us squirrels on the balcony will watch from here. I see it's 37 degrees while I write you there, and high humidity, and mmmm a 20 degree chance of "snow showers" the next 3 nights... with temperatures down toward 20 degrees? sound like a new chapter may start soon?

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  2. I am the same way you are about church, its an interesting way to learn about a particular community and get a sense of where they are at. I would try a different church next week. How many churches are in town ?

    As far as diversity is concerned, as you know, LA and California as a whole is probably the most diverse place on the planet.

    When you get to the mid west, its probably the least diverse place in the US. So the diversity contrast is at a maximum.

    Keep on being diverse in a straight bread and potatoes places -- there are lots of good stories to be had, and the scenery is very nice.

    I can't wait till it snows there, keep us posted.

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  3. Kath, I felt unaccepted because I was not recognized, was not a part of their group. It was not rejection, only that they seemed content with things as they are. Poets and artists are not usually like that, but seek new understandings and new kinds of people. I still hope to meet some of them and be invited to their house, as you say. The museum conversation which I had today was like that (see today’s post). It was 28 degrees this morning; now it is 40 and lightly raining. You are right, it’s supposed to be about the same tomorrow. A new chapter coming? Yes, but a mysterious one.

    Michael, there are about a dozen churches in this town, half of them Lutheran. More churches than bars. More cafes than bars. And no writer’s groups. Yes, I will make it here, diverse or not, I can count on the balsam firs and the wild rice.

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